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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

The World at Large

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.

~Modest Mouse

Saturday, May 31, 2008

A Less Pathetic Me

No gimmicks. No 'lakads'. Just me, home alone. I guess things change as we get older, or should I say your ka-gimmicks are not here in Manila or they're with their special someone. I want to go back to Baguio. My family and old friends are there and I think I would be less pathetic. Shet.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Tipid Mode: It's Hard to Make "Tipid"

Last week was difficult 160 for a week was not enough so I opened my "alkansya" for my baon. Now . . . 

I'm staying home this weekend to save money for a summer get away with my friends. I'm suppose to meet my teammates in Baguio today, unfortunately, I'm here and not there. Sorry guys, I'm on a tight budget this month dot dot dot and I'm planning to buy another lomo cam. 

. . . booooonnnuuuuussssss!!!! 

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

It's All About the Vodka!

I arrived in the office this morning in great shape. From 32nd, I went to 35th to get a bottle of vodka from a friend. I think it's 1/3 full. So got the vodka and went back to 32nd floor. Got out of the elevator and I slipped. Surprise, surprise, I sprained my right ankle. again again again. It's like the third sprain this year and it's only April. Ouch! The sad thing is.. I left the vodka in the office. It could have been a good pain reliever.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

See You Next Season

Thursday, April 10, 2008

160 Pesos

I left my wallet in the office (I think it contains about 60 pesos). Anyways, my sister gave me a hundred - because I left my wallet. So I have 160 pesos before pay day. Hmmm.. that's 4 days away. Yikes!

Monday, March 24, 2008

Wanted: Travel Buddy

After graduation, akala ko makakapag travel na kami ng thesis group (un ung plan)... busy-busihan na sila sa work.. tsk tsk tsk ako lang atang hindi busy.. WANTED TRAVEL BUDDY..

Friday, March 21, 2008

Just a Ride



Life, it's ever so strange
It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out
then BANG
Right out of the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
and then you

Breakdown
Yeah you breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
no need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
don't be scared
don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
but don't forget it's just a ride

Truth, we don't wanna hear
It's too much to take
Don't like to feel out of control
So we make our plans
Ten times a day
And when they don't go
our way we

Breakdown
Yeah we breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

Slowly, oh so very slowly
accept that
there's no getting off
So live it, just gotta go with it
coz this ride's, never gonna stop

Breakdown
Don't you breakdown
No need to breakdown
No need at all
Because